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Name: Casey
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Cedarville
Birthday: 4/22/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: My Savior, anatomy, science, athletics, having fun, long weekends, hanging out with the old gang, star gazing, reading, staying relaxed.
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  mccown18
Yahoo:  case_a_lah
Member Since:
10/16/2005
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| so last night i had a crazy dream...within a crazier dream
so it starts out...i'm this amazing FBI investigator on supernatural cases (i've been watching Fringe a lot lately) and i was on a chase...i was chasing these beings that were in a white van (all the bad guys in my dreams are in white vans with no windows in the back) because they were stealing people's identities. i was pretty amazing too...they caused me to wreck my car but i jumped out of it and skidded on a peice of metal like a skateboard down the guard rail and was still catching up to them (amazing huh?).
then my dream panned out away from this scene to show that i was really watching this on a tv...i was sitting with jess (my roommate for those of you who don't know) and we were in what looked like a log cabin with windows all along the two walls and the windows all opened inward. then all of a sudden i see this dog like figure running in the distance and as it runs closer it is getting bigger and changing....by the time it gets outside of the window it is this creepy looking man creature and he is staring at me and jess very scary like. i say "jess...i think we should go hide so he can't see us anymore"...so we hide in the kitchen that is connected to the living room and i peek over the counter and see that he has moved to the far side of the house and is pushing open one of the windows and starts to climb in...i scream "jess ruuuuun!!!" but he's really quick...and for some reason he has this camera attached to a lanyard around his neck and he keeps snapping pictures of us as we run away. THEN he grabs jess' arm and somehow i now have a purse in my hand and i start swinging at him like crazy! he lets go of her and we start running up the stairs...he's right behind me and he grabs my ankle and i kick his face with my other foot and send him falling down the stairs...we lock ourselves in jess' room and i brace the door and then say "hey jess will you turn the tv on...i really liked that show" and she says "well my tv up here isn't really like normal tvs"
then i woke up....
weird upon weird...but i liked it hahaha!
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| I've read it over and over again. It makes sense that you are angry and upset, but please don't hate me. I'm not doing great because i wonder what you're thinking of me right now. 71 days left.. p.s.- i'm leaving for florida next saturday | | |
| i hope that made your day  72 days... my day consisted of crazy nursing skills that i didn't know i had...i guess i'm learning things more than i thought. i had an exacerbation of COPD patient today who decided she wanted to stop breathing right and let her SpO2 drop to 82 (normal is 95-100)...just for me to find out that the nurse i was following around that day hadn't given her the 0600 dose of Solu-medrol that was ordered...which could have helped prevent such things from happening...so i gave it to her, but by that time she was so anxious that it didn't help much and we had to call respiratory therapy and the resident (who looked like a surfer dude from cali) and then they had to put her on a BiPap machine and give her 100% O2 in order to keep her SpO2 in the 90's...sheesh...then later that day...i find out that the whole time the resident was in the room giving verbal orders to my nurse...she was doing it, but not charting it...so then pharmacy put in the orders to the computers saying they hadn't been done, which could have caused a double medication error...AND he put the patient on a fluid restriction, but didn't specify whether it included IV fluids or just PO...then on top of checking up on her like...every 10 minutes...i had another patient who had like 20 medications all due before 0900...AND the first patient still had 2 or 3 meds that i had to figure out how to give her without moving the BiPap mask too much...that was a task. oh and she was given lasix and didn't have a catheter in so she had to pee every 10 minutes and that means we had to get the bed pan out b/c if we got her up to use the bedside toilet she would get short of breath. then about 1300 her daughter came out to tell me that her IV had come out and that she was bleeding all over the place...great...well i went in and she wasn't bleeding everywhere...her IV fluid was running and spilling everywhere, but when i looked at the IV site...they had used adhesive tape on her and she was allergic to adhesives so it was starting to peel her skin off...yuck...by the end of my day there she was taken to ICU where she belonged and my other patient was so easy to take care of by herself that i had to help my classmates with their patients...it was a long day. that was a lot and most people reading prolly don't even understand half of it...sorry...i needed to talk about it and nobody's here. i was proud of myself for doing something right in the last couple days. | | |
| I'm having a difficult time right now with a few things...i may have ruined something very special to me and it hurts a lot so i vent on here. thank you for being concerned for me :0) i'll be ok in the end...promise may 2nd...73 days away | | |
| today, february 16, 2009, has been the absolute worst day of my life. i feel like i've been torn to shreds and it's all because of what i've done though it needed to be done. all i have to say is that i will pray every single day about this until May 2, 2009. God's Will will be done. | | |
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